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| Thursday, July 29, 2010 |
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it's been a few days now and a lot has happened since the last time i posted something
sunday, july 25th, 2010
i woke up today feeling very anxious. i tried calming myself down by doing some chores and trying to keep my self busy...but its didn't really help. I just kept feeling really twitchy and anxious. i guess it's was the first time i was meeting him after i had told him...well at least i thought i was a little clear about it ...i told him that i would want more..
....i had spoken to him the last time he was over and kinda told him that i would want more and that it would be extremely difficult for me since i had gotten used to spending time with him....he was going to be over at noon and i was chatting with a friend who asked me if i would be ready if he wanted to break it off...and all i could say back was "will i ever?"
but i dont think it matters....i wish it could be as easy for me as it is for him...to just go back to life like nothing every happened....but then i guess nothing did happen for him as i dont think whatever happened meant anything to him....
anyways he did come over and with a time stamp...he could stay for 2 hours...and i was happy coz i felt like it was soo long but before i knew it the 2 hrs were gone and i was left with nothing.
i think the part that hurt the most was when i asked him to stay he said he couldn't coz he had to go to the gym. which i thought oh cant be blow it off and spend more time with me...so i asked him again and he said he was meeting his girlfriend there and could but did not want to cancel...
i really didnt know what to say then ....i mean what can i say...??
someone ...anyone...please tell me |
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